New Job

So, everyone, I got a new job in addition to the job at Cedar Point. It's Dish 1 Up, they're a satellite tv dealer. I'll be making decent money so I"m happy about that. I'll be grossing about $400 a week for the rest of the Cedar Point season.

We The Living

"And what is the state but a servant and a convenience for a large number of people, just like the electric light and the plumbing system? And wouldn't it be preposterous to claim that men must exist for their plumbing, not the plumbing for the men." - Ayn Rand, We The Living

Front of Crew Shirt

This is the front of the Crew Shirt for Speed Zone 2005

Back of Crew Shirt

This is the back of the Speed Zone crew shirt 

My Music Alphabet

“I could stay awake just to hear you breathing. Watch you smile while you are sleeping. While you’re far away dreaming…” – I Don’t Wanna Miss A Thing, Aerosmith

“When I find myself in times of trouble, mother Mary comes to me speaking words of wisdom, let it be.  And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of me speaking words of wisdom, let it be…” – Let It Be, The Beatles

“For you I’d wait till kingdom come until my day, my day is done…” – Kingdom Come, Coldplay

“Through these fields of destruction, baptisms of fire; I've witnessed your suffering As the battle raged higher And though they did hurt me so bad In the fear and alarm You did not desert me, My brothers in arms.” – Brothers In Arms, Dire Straits

“Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven...”
- Tears In Heaven, Eric Clapton

“Fifteen, there's still time for you. Twenty-Two, I feel her, too. Thirty-Three, you're on your way. Every day's a new day...” – 100 Years, Five For Fighting

“And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am” – Iris, Goo Goo Dolls

“Yeah, I'm tangled up in blue. I only wanna be with you. You can call me your fool, I only wanna by with you.” – Only Wanna Be With You, Hootie & The Blowfish

“I wanna go to place where I am nothing and everything That exists between here and nowhere I wanna got to a place time has consequence oh yeah The sky opens to my prayers.”
- Beautiful, India.Arie

“It seems to me that maybe It pretty much always means no So don't tell me you might just let it go And often times we're lazy It seems to stand in my way Cause no one no not no one Likes to be let down…” – Flake, Jack Johnson

“Somebody told me you had a boyfriend Who looked like a girlfriend That I had in February of last year…” – Somebody Told Me, The Killers

“There's a feeling I get When I look to the west, And my spirit is crying for leaving.”
- Stairway to Heaven, Led Zeppelin

“Gazing at people some hand in hand Just what I'm going through they can't understand Some try to tell me thoughts they cannot defend…” – Nights In White Satin, The Moody Blues

“One flight down There's a song on low And your mind just picked up on the sound Now you know that you're wrong Because it drifts like smoke And it's been there playing all along”
- One Flight Down, Norah Jones

“My 20 throw down in my fist of rage And the man to my left has folded down Well Johnny doubled up with a royal flush I had three jacks and a pair of nines…” – That Was A Crazy Game of Poker, O.A.R. (Of A Revolution)



“Hello? Is there anybody in there? Just nod if you can hear me. Is there anyone at home? Come on now I hear you're feeling down. Well I can ease your pain Get you on your feet again. Relax. I'll need some information first. Just the basic facts. Can you show me where it hurts?”
- Comfortably Numb, Pink Floyd

“Too late, my time has come, Sends shivers down my spine, body's aching all the time. Goodbye, ev'rybody, I've got to go, Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth. Mama, ooh, I don't want to die, I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all.” – Bohemian Rhapsody, Queen

“Tell me why do I feel this way All my life I've been standing on the borderline Too many bridges burned Too many lies I've heard I had life but I can’t go back I can’t do that, it will never be the same again And I know I don’t Have any time burn…” – Time To Burn, The Rasmus

“It's been too hard living But I'm afraid to die I don't know what's up there beyond the sky.”
- A Change Is Gonna Come, Sam Cooke

“These four walls closin' more every day And I'm dying inside And nobody knows it but me”
- Nobody Knows, The Tony Rich Project

“Yahweh, Yahweh Always pain before a child is born Yahweh, Yahweh Still I'm waiting for the dawn…” – Yahweh, U2

“Cos' it's a bittersweet symphony this life... Trying to make ends meet , you're a slave to the money then you die. I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down... You know the one that takes you to the places where all the veins meet , yeah. No change, I can't change, I can't change, I can't change, but I'm here in my mold , I am here in my mold. But I'm a million different people from one day to the next... I can't change my mold, no, no, no, no, no, no, no” – Bitter Sweet Symphony, The Verve

“Maybe there's a God above And all I ever learned from love was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you Its not a cry you can hear at night Its not somebody who's seen the light Its a cold and its a broken hallelujah…” – Hallelujah, Rufus Wainwright

“Sloopy lives in a very bad part of town And everybody, yeah, tries to put my Sloopy down Sloopy I don't care what your daddy do 'Cause you know, Sloopy girl, I'm in love with you…”

• Hang On Sloopy, The Yardbirds

“Rumour sprendin' a-'round in that Texas town 'bout that shack outside La Grange and you know what I'm talkin' about. Just let me know if you wanna go to that home out on the range.”
- La Grange, ZZ Top

Calming Down

A day has passed and now I’m much calmer than I was initially. My car is in the shop where it will be for at least a week. There was extensive damage as anyone can see from the pictures, the back seat was still wet and my uniform is soaked. I’m gonna have to get my dad to drive me to and from Sandusky.  In other news, I was woken up at 6:15 am by a phone call from Karolina Bartosik…I picked her up from the airport (I left my house at 7) and got into Sandusky at 8:26….not bad at all.  When I finally got back I crashed – hard.  I’m still having trouble with my contact lenses.  My godmother’s bridal shower is tomorrow so I was at the place until 2:30 am setting up. I’m tired. It’s time for bed.  I have to work tomorrow.

Contacts

I'm still having trouble getting them in and out